I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
I. refuse. to. give. up. on. you.
Though I may come off cold at first, I will not give up. I want you, and I sure as hell know you want me too. I know how much we care about each other. This is not the last of us. Hope is blind, but I will hope anyway. I can’t give up on someone I want so badly because this isn’t the right time.
It is taking every once of my self restraint not to talk to you.
I miss you even more now that I know you’re no longer mine…
Up in the sky
Or is it empty just like me? (Just like me)
A place where we can hide
Out from the night
Where you are all I see (Where you are all I see)
So blow a kiss goodbye then close your eyes
Tell me what you see (Tell me what you see)
A lifetime spent inside this dream of mine
Where you are all I see
I feel like shit again, and I just wanna cuddle with my boyfriend.
Tonight might be a crying night.
I’m so stressed. I hate college. I feel like a failure.
